May 2012
Hetalia Headcanon- Alone at house
America
England
France
China
Russia
Germany
Italy
Japan
Spain
Romano
Prussia
Finland
Sweden
Norway
Iceland
Denmark
Greece
Canada, secret BAMF.
My Only Sunshine | UKCan
prompt: Arthur comforts Matthew after having a nightmare about something.
-courtesy of myluckypapillion
I haven’t written UKCan in a while D:I probably made this darker than necessary
I love you, Al, but…
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It’s like this: A nation standing in the room, seeking someone in particular.
It’s a small brush of a hand against his shoulder - a simple, harmless gesture from an innocent Ivan - but it’s also enough to trigger something within Matthew. It’s enough to make him fade away from the present and to the past, back to a room that stunk of smoke as the city burned around him, and it’s not just the buildings that are being destroyed, being torn down, but also him, Canada, Matthew, Matthew Williams, (Mattie) -
Then it’s not Ivan’s hand anymore, but America, Alfred, eyes wild, grin feral, words sugarcoated: “Don’t worry, Mattie, I’ll take care of you-“
(Matthew runs)
-out of the room-
(out of the crumbling building)
-deaf to the worried calls after him-
(the yells, the screams, the shrieks)
-ignoring the way Arthur shouts-
(the way Alfred laughs)
“Matthew!”
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He huddles in his bed with three sheets wrapped around him, the room devoid of any light. But he doesn’t need light to be aware of the presence beside him; he knows it’s Alfred, still after him, still manic, still crazed, still anything and everything but the real Alfred he knows, just sitting there and waiting for Matthew to emerge from the bed to strike.
Sleep might have consumed him some time ago, but Matthew can hardly tell the difference between reality and his nightmares anymore, nor does he want to take a chance and open his eyes.
It is eerily silent and through the loud pounding of his own heart, he hears the breathing and the subtle sound of shifting. Matthew knows Alfred is sitting there next to his bed, watching, waiting.
His dreams are this: His hand being held, someone tugging him gently along, a familiar voice humming, You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray-
And then the trees around him are suddenly engulfed in grotesquely bright orange flames, quickly blackening under the heat, and the fingers around his hand aren’t loving, gentle, but tight, harsh, and it’s not Arthur’s warm emerald eyes that smile down on him anymore, but Alfred’s sharp cerulean ones, lips smiling wickedly. “You’ll never know, dear, how much I love you!” sings his not-brother merrily, “Please don’t take my sunshine away-“
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“Matthew!”
There is a hand on his shoulder, and somehow he feels it through the blankets. He recoils on instinct, the images of the nightmare quickly fading from his eyes(but forever inscribed to his memory), expecting his covers to be yanked down, expecting to be unveiled and exposed.
It does happen.
Matthew screws his eyes shut, not wanting to relive this
(not again not again please not again)
and then there’s a hand on his cheek.
He waits for a slap, but instead the touch turns into a caress, and then he’s being pressed into someone’s shoulder, and there’s a voice murmuring in his hair, familiar, worried, soothing, not Alfred, “Hush, love, everything’s all right, I’m here, don’t cry, don’t cry…”
“Don’t let him get me,” Matthew croaks into the quickly dampening shirt, “don’t let him hurt me.”
“I won’t.” There’s another hand in his hair, smoothing through tangled blond tresses, keeping him in place. “I will die myself before I let anyone hurt you, Matthew.”
There’s a thank you at the edge of his lips, but it dies before Matthew can say it out loud. He hopes, though, that Arthur feels it with the way he leans up and brushes their lips together, ignoring the slight saltiness from his own tears.
And then it’s like this: Two men on the bed - one holding the other despite the aches in his back from sitting in a chair for too long, the other holding the one as if he’s found something that he’ll be damned if he ever let go of again.
gimme some prompts?
I’m procrastinating via writing, as per usual. :c
But seriously, this is so much more entertaining than doing homework
So send some prompts either through answers, or my ask box? And please specify what fandom or pairing you want, because otherwise I’ll just pick a random one and you might not like it e u e;;
unf.
oh dear, you anons are scary today. xDDD
No way, dude. I wanted to be sober while I did this. *grin*
Eh? Did what?
((WHAAAAAT IS GOIN ONNNNNNNNNN))
Protect Yourself.: STOP WHAT YOU'RE DOING. →
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u-ok:
Are you an Illinoisstuck, Indianastuck, Michiganstuck, ACENstuck, or any combination of the four?
Are you a girl? Do you like girls? Are there females in our local fandom community that are important to you?
If so, STOP EVERYTHING YOU ARE DOING. Just for a few minutes. Stop scrolling your dash, stop checking facebook, and stop reading the update because the safety of you or someone you care about could depend on the circulation of the information in this post.
We’d like to bring to attention a specific person that we consider to be a major threat to the members of our community, particularly those who are underage and/or female. You may know him as either Jesus Feliciano, Jesse Feliciano, or thattallsummonerguy on tumblr. He’s 22 years old, Latino, and 6’3, if you need a memory jogger. He entered the fandom community when he attended Acen this year. (as 50sstuck Equius/Friday, The Summoner/Saturday, and Male Nepeta/Sunday) He has since been attempting to climb the local homestuck social ladder as a means of gaining power and influence among the community.
His intentions are extremely sexual in nature, and he is known to have tendencies toward violence and mental instability. This man is manipulative, persuasive, meticulous, exploiting, and extremely dangerous. His reputation is that of a con man and womanizer with no respect towards females. He is known to have past experiences with the law regarding violent behavior. He is extremely skilled at initially coming off as kind and charming, but later putting women in situations in which it is extremely difficult for them to say no (even if they would have, operating under their normal judgement). He manipulates women (often more than one at a time) by preying on their insecurities and putting them under the false pretenses that he finds value in them.
He has already been banned from the recent boating meetup, and the upcoming Funway meetup and Illinois Promstuck event. He’s pending a permanent ban from all future Homestuck meetups.
This Saturday, (May 26, 2012) he is hosting his own Homestuck meetup. We are advising everyone NOT TO GO TO IT. We’ve been informed by a firsthand account that knows Jesse personally (linked at the bottom of this post) that his intentions with this meetup are far from innocent. He was reported to have gone to Elgin Community College spreading around that he had an event planned with 30 confirmed female guests and needed other guys to gather up as many of them as possible back to his place to “fuck them.” This meetup was originally to be held in a public park, but has since been moved to a private residence (presumably his own). It is unsafe and unadvised for anyone to attend a meetup of any kind that is hosted at a stranger’s house rather than a public place—especially one with circumstances such as these surrounding it.
As a means to discourage people from attending his meetup and keep as many people as safe as possible, an alternative meetup was planned at Funway in Batavia, IL on the same day. This meetup will include go-karts, mini-golf, bumper boats, batting cages, and water wars. (please message for more information)
For those of you who are not aware, a large majority of the local Homestuck fandom is female, and a very large portion which is underage. Anyone that would prey on the insecurities and naivety of underage girls and exploit them for sex is absolute scum; it’s completely unforgivable.
He’s already begun to victimize himself and try to garner support and sympathy by trying to play the nice guy who’s been accused of being a rapist. Which brings me to another point. No one is accusing him of being a rapist. He’s dangerous, yes—but a rapist is a person who has committed rape. To the best of our knowledge, this has not occurred. As we have no intention of spreading false information, we would like to STRONGLY discourage the use of the r word.
The intent of this post is not to start drama or to drag anyone’s name through the mud for being a jerk. The purpose is to ensure the safety of the members of our community. If there were a more elegant approach, we’d take it—but unfortunately, there is not. The only way to keep as many people safe as possible is to circulate this information as widely as possible. Our community may have skirmishes. We may argue and fight. But when it comes to things like this, protecting our own, we are the fandom that is unwilling to accept such behavior. It’s 100% unacceptable. We are the fandom that said NO.
Ladies, this should serve as an important reminder that you are valuable no matter what. Never, ever let somebody convince you that they are the only one that thinks so. Never depend on another person for you to feel good about yourself, because they may take advantage of it. Don’t trust every person that you meet, and ALWAYS place your personal safety above everything else. You are more important, and you always will be.
Please circulate this. Reblog it. Post it on Facebook. Tweet it. Get it trending. Send it to Hussie. I don’t care. Do whatever it takes to keep yourselves, your friends, and your followers safe.
VIDEO LINK: A personal testimony from someone who personally knows Jesse
SIGNAL BOOST. BIG OL SIGNAL BOOST.
No one can contain the epitome of freedom! (Haha, I've been reading the dictionary! Aren't you proud?)
Are you drunk? I thought Arthur banned you from liquor, too…
Hey Mattie, I love you.
((Ohohoho, I think I know who you are o3o))
I thought Arthur banned you from the internet, Al?
Words Used to Describe Genitals
So at one point someone suggested we start a list of words used in fanfiction to describe genitals. After a particularly great Twilight fic was submitted, I decided to start that list, and Im providing what the phrase is describing. It will be updated as more words and phrases are found.
PUNY GOD’S ASS
BAHAHAHAHAHA
Reblog so people know who you are
Name: Ardith
Tumblr Name: kaedith
Nickname(s): Ard, Ardy
Birthday: March 16th (SEND ME CHOCOLATES MMKAY)
Relationship Status: mentally married to a fictional character
Random fact about you:
I am able to puke rainbows
I'm a Thor, looking for a Loki to RP with!!
If you are interested, please private message me!! I have Skype, but can also talk about getting some other type of chat as well :) I’m really sweet and I don’t bite I promise! I can do AUs, movies, any type really, I’m not picky. Please respond soon! My Thor is kinda lonely…
Wah, I’m sorry for the potentially disturbing GIF, I just needed to express my feelings somehow. xD
I couldn’t find an askbox either, and I couldn’t think of any other way to contact you. But if you’re still looking, I’d be glad to!
